For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me seeFor all the joy you brought to my life For every wrong that you made right For every dream you madecome true For all the love I found in you I'll be foever thankful babeYour the one that held me upNever let me fallYour the one who saw me through, through it allYou were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speakYou were my eyes when I couldn't seeYou saw the best there was in meLifed me up when I couldn't reachYou gave me faith 'cause you believedIm everything I am beause you loved meYou gave me wing and made me fly You touched my hand, I could touch the skyI lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star as out of of reach You stood by me and I stood tallI had your love, I had it allI'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that muchBut I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you.

it's almost 12am.i feel numb. hehh. but i always feel better after blogging like what yusin's says she feels too. ok that sentence is abit wierd.but who cares lahh.nobody will read it anw (:
that is one reason that i feel happy blogging!
anw that song is so sad ok.it just brgs back so many memories.
graduation day.i cried.i dont know why.
i know i wld meet yall agn.but i jus cldnt help it.
and it was YOUR hug that made me cry evenmore.
you were my strength when i was weak.
you were my eyes when i cldnt see.
you were my voice when i cldnt speak.
yall were always there.
the neverending support and encouragement.
when we were stressed, pissed or down,
we knew you had gone thru worse and that no matter rain or shine you wld be there.
i rmb when i first joined CPB.
yall were so scary, i tell you.haha.
the memories.
how me n piong wld take on the phone at wee hrs abt how we shd solve this prob n that prob in tackful n professional manner.the way YOU ALL wld.
you have taught us many things you wld not hav even known you have thot us.
i will cry on pc farewell and that is for sure.
i know i wld thou i wld prefer not to.
i will miss it all.
we will be left alone ):
you wldnt be there anymore...

and now i m listening to enya, only time.
its so sad ok.
i rmb this song was used for our very first leaders' invest walk in.
it was like WOW.
THIS IS SONG THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET.
it just THAT feeling.
idontknow.
how life wld have been so different if
if i wasnt in cedar.
if i wasnt a pc.
if i wasnt in ELDDS.
if i wasnt an oal.

sthgs are so fated, dont you think.
i believe in fate, not miracles.
i wish i cld thou.
MAKE ME(:

MIRACLES HAPPEN!
really?!
make me believe.
please.

anw my results were great!(:
oh please.
it was bad.really bad.
i seemed like i didnt care.
but only i wld noe how much it hurts.
i wont tell you and you and you and you
i wont cry
but it ...
i noe that by being sad, i wld make no difference to it.
MIRACLES DONT HAPPEN TO ME.
I WISH THEY WLD.
yeah.but...
you can chose you actions but not ur consequences.
yes, its my fault.
not your fault, not her fault, not his fault,
it my fault.

what can i do now?
NOTHING.
wait patiently,
thats all!

i have been thinking of so many things for so many countless nights.
i have been sleeping alot too.
but i m mentally tired.

and what YOU told me is making me think alot.
you shdnt have told me that.
you shd have known be better, buddy.
but its not your fault.
its MINE.

i have many things to do.
i need to organise stuff up in my mind.
its as messy as my room.haha.
ISNT THAT JUST GREAT?
yeah.

nvm.i shall blog a lil more.
then i shall settle proposals n other stuff.

i never thot you wld be that posessive.
i know you dont mean the things you say at times.
but why do you even say it then?
it was just a matter of a word.
whatmore can i say?

i miss you and the times we have spent.
i wonder if you do?
let me know if you do,
then i'll tell you i miss you too.

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