i know i should go sleep now.
not because its late but because i'm tired.

i just miss my phone so much.
so this is an entry dedicated to it(:

to think of it, its just a phone rite?
some materialistic possesion.
but really, its the content inside that means so much to me.

i must have nearly 3thousand msgs inside
but the only reason i let them pile was because some msgs meant so much to me that i did not have the heart to press 'delete all messages' and there were just too many of them for me to save.
a little while ago,
when things were more or less fine,
those msgs didnt really mean much.
but now, its those msgs i treasure.
and of all times, now it all has to be erasesd.
well,
maybe its a blessing in disguise.
maybe its just telling me to let go,
and leave the past behind.
but,

knowing how i like to hold onto things so much,
i shd just delete msgs everyday like what kong does.
but,

;/

and its the pictures inside that also mean alot to me.
oh well.

and all my contacts will be deleted too.
great.

):

actually its kinda my fault for not saving it in my comp.
technology can never be blamed.
come on, it doesnt even have a brain.
and a new usb port cable costs $80 ):

and the way the guy said it was so crude ok.
like, 'you know that all the info inside will be deleted rite?'
i was like, 'huh!? what?! erm. sorry..'
he: yes
me: ohno.is there any way to save it
he:no
me:really.can i pay for it or sthg.isit really impossible
he:sorry.theres nthg we can do.pls come collect it at ard 3 on wed.thankyou and have a nice day.
okae.actually the conversation was so much longer.
i was practically interrogating him.
he must have felt so irritated.
probably there must have been so many customers like me today.
its not even his fault ;/
i shd have seen this coming.

and everytime i hear mandy moore's ONLY HOPE(: it reminds me of my phone.
cos that has been my ringtone for a very long time

ONLY HOPE
mandy moore

There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awake inthe infinite cold,
but you sing to me over and over and over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're myonly hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams areso far,
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're myonly hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're myonly hope.

nvm, i'll learn from this ):
its painful experience thou.
argh.phone i miss you.
):

ITS WHEN YOU LOSE SOMETHING
THEN, THAT YOU LEARN TO APPRECIATE IT

probably its all a blessing in disguise'
whatever gets deleted, the memories will still remain(:
and its in these that i find solace

goodnight comments