okay, its already april 5th!
haha, my irritating internet just got repaired today, yay!
but its still irritating.


nailbalm and sb are keeping me company at this wee hour.hah

/it lasted forever says: wo shi ge tian shi (i'm an angel)
Let's get on with letting go. says: wo shi tian shi de bao hu zhe! (i'm the angel's guardian)
yay (:


anyway, so many things have passed since i last blogged.
debate finals are over. we won rgs (:
it was the last debate which we'd be going for as sec 4s.
i remember that night, we were so happy, screaming and laughing around like retards.
and we went bugis at like what 10.45pm and laughed so much that we scared the people beside us><. haha, i cant remember the details. i took this picture at ACS that night. So holy, right?

Anyway, we had a change in seating arrangement, and i'm sitting with MENG!! :D haha.

Smeng: wo bei ni qi si le
vicky: wo pei ni qu si
HAHA

then, there were tiring syf rehearsals at HC. Speech day is over. oh, kelly's and estee's birthdays are over too.
and i've finally watched mr bean's holiday. me and jen fell asleep for awhile! :/ We watched it after speech day! hehh, it wasnt exactly very funny. The things we did at spotlight were funnier!haha.
OH,
happy 16th birthday sade! <3

quite random but anyway, last week during SEL, mr sng was talking about what you would consider as perfect; smeng and i said, food and water!HAHA.perfect what! i'm hungry!
after the lesson, charis was saying that actually anything/anyone that/whom you love is considered perfect cos, you love them for what they are.- including their flaws. how true! then yinxue said that her rabbity wont be perfect anymore if it didnt shit so much!haha.
just like how i wont love my wallet if it wasnt so dark coloured and wrinkled though sometimes it seems so dark ><. [i cant believe the healthy choice uncle asked me if it was my mum's wallet!!! whatever, he's just jealous(: AND it doesnt look like rectangular shit okay!HAHA] or how, i wont love my bottle so much if it wasnt so scratched. in other words, whatever we love is perfect to us (: if so, does it mean we dont love ourselves? food for thought
-what a nice phrase
i'm hungry

oh and someday (i cant remember), i asked the aunty for SOAP instead of SOUP! :/
and when she heard my name, she said, " Unique name. It sounds cheeky!" mygod!

ohoh, me and meng brought our baby photos to exchange and see. Then during bio lesson, kelly, xy and yy were looking at my nursery class photo when, kelly spotted someone who looked like charlotte from 4H! So they went to ask her and ....
ITS REALLY HER! HAHA. yay, i found my nursery friend and she has that picture at home too!HAHA. ohmy, i met her when i was FOUR!

i dont feel like sleeping tonight.
today is the last day of school this week! YAY (:
i cant wait to go kite flying on friday and get a butterfly kite!

today's going to be a busy day. what with; emaths test, cca mtg at theatrette after school, mtg with shirt vendor, amaths remedial and TMM. :/
i want to watch the netball match today!

I LIKE THE LYCHEE ICE CREAM!!!
i'm feeling hungry.
i feel like watching music and lyrics.
i feel like swing-ing.
and i still feel like eating soft shell crab and drinking peach tea from cartel!
i feel like jogging. ohmygod, i'm insane.

goodbye;
i dont feel like saying anything else.

Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end.

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