"We should get jerseys
cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine
Cause your out of my league

And I know that it’s so cliche
To tell you that everyday
Spent with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away disgust
This jealousy they can see that we’ve got it going on"
-Relient K

dont you think the first two lines are darn sweet? i'm addicted to this song.

anyway, the song unfaithful was playing just now, and i was wondering why it sounded so familiar and why i had the urge to pick up my phone, then, i realised it used to be my ringtone for a long long while.HAHA.

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENG :D -belated

I know i should be mugging like mad now and probably almost done with my homework and probably hating being sec4 and wishing for the sec 3 life again; but i was just thinking about it just now; i dont really mind or hate the present. Its always like that, the past always seems more appealing than the present. Probably when i'm rushing to work someday in a couple of years time at the CBD area or something, i'll be wishing to be sec4 again. Its always like that right. By that time i'd probably have forgotten about differentiation, integration, redox reactions and relief rain. I'd probably be thinking if i learnt about pie during maths or home econs - like the dj on 98.7fm.HAHA. BUT, i dont think i'll forget crazy meetings in the PR, the alumni room, LAC, banging into the dustbin at the canteen (how random.HAHA), four classy, SYF, doing maluating drama warm ups outside the mph, etc etc (how nostalgic). If i think about (for example), yesterday, i remember getting lost at suntec at night with kong , the nice place at NLB level 5 filled with annoying mosquitoes where we mugged and the nice TCC. The point is, that i dont remember every maths or chem question that i did. Take monday as another example, I only remember jogging with pt and wynn, laughing so hard that we were rolling on the floor at pt's house, burning sausages and pt plucking her hair!HAHA. Once again, i dont remember all the questions i did on mole concept. But, studying is important la, esp, if you have VJ in mind, if you intend for paragon to be your pasah malam (like what varruna said, haha) or if you intend to live in a big nice house with a walk in wardrobe and shoe cabinet!
But, i dont think i'm ready to put aside everything for mugging and i surely wont, cause personally (its just my opinion, not a fact), i dont think that that is the most important thing in life. (:
if my mum see's this post, i think she'll faint.HAHA
btw, when, i'm on my death bed, i dont think i'll ever think about how many points i got for O's, A's or even PSLE! HAHA. Or the number of shoes i have in my cabinet or the amount of money i have in the bank. It was just a random thought that crossed my mind.

aye, whatever it is, i shall enjoy my sec four life and not wish to be a year younger or so, or for time to stop for our pathetic whim and whispers, and live in regret later.
Face the harsh reality, time will never stop no matter how many million times, how many million people pray for it too. If time stops, we'll die. Furthermore, wallowing in self-pity doesnt help one bit.

i dont like regretting and the feeling of disappointment
and having to give excuses to make myself feel better.

"The details of your incompetence, do not interest me! "
-devil wears prada

alright, happy hols :D



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