I was just about to blog about a wonderful bbq, pretty lanterns, swimming, mooncakes, etc. But, i realise i'd rather talk about graduation.

"In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you"

I think it'll flood on 11 oct - grad day.
Its funny how every year while doing duty on graduation day, passing letters from our seniors to their parents, i'd always thought that my time would never come.
I thought the time for me to step down, to stop cca, to take prelims, to take O's and graduate; would never ever come.
Sometimes, when there are morning announcements like, "All pupil leaders please meet at FLEC after morning assembly." You look over, and begin to think, 'Can you believe it, i've stepped down!!!'
This year has almost passed a little too fast.
Too fast, that I probably didnt get to treasure the times as much as I shouldve.
Well, today morning, buddy and I were talking to the sec2 PCs as they were waiting to off lights at the open space between C-M and P-S. I still remember those innocent times. The times spent worrying about what our seniors will think; what if we did something wrongly; are they angry with us? Having seniors who cared, is one of the best feelings, really. HAH, i still remember buddy and I used to have long long conversations over the phone thinking about this kinda things. I can totally see juniors going through that phase. Aye, actually, its quite funny seeing people, one year younger going through exactly what you did a year ago and actually, knowing how it feels like. Someone i know, will say, "Been there. Done that." HAHA

Those were the times mannn.

Oh, i had this funny dream.
It was about dorm check. Something happened, everyone was pissed. Suddenly, a camper asked for permission to surrender an apple. Meng and I had the 'HUH.WTH.' face. HAHA. Then, someone asked for permission to surrender a pear. Our faces were becoming more confused. There was silence. So i said sarcastically, “What now? Anyone has an orange to surrender?" We werent expecting any answer. Suddenly, someone raised their hand. "Leaders, can i surrender my orange?" HAHAHA, wth. Okay, i laughed and woke up.
I must have had a craving for fruits that night.
Aye, i miss OAC.
I miss the campsite. (And i feel like a sec3 camper saying this, but reallyyyy)

There's another dream that i never mentioned here before.
I closed my eyes for awhile before the bio prelims MCQ paper began and had this dream. haha.
I was at FLEC studying bio with horny, germaine, yy and boyfriend. Since the tables were all connected, to get over to the other side, you've to climb on top of the table. So, shahini did that first. ( BTW, this part really happened before the paper) Then, i was about to climb over, when i fell backwards, over the railing. So i was dangling in mid air and holding on to the railing with one hand. So, i just shouted, 'eh meet yall downstairs!' and i let go. HAHAH.

Tomorrow is going to be a day full of omg, crap. Its going to day of disappointment, tears (I cant really cry about results.dammit. Its not that i dont care but i just cant unless, its really BAD or sthg.) and heartache. I bet i'll hear people say 'shit la. I only got A2!' or, 'Aye, stupid. I got 2 careless mistakes, if not can get 80 please.TSK'. And i'll be thinking 'DAMMIT. I'll be happy with your results please. Give me lah." haha, i can already imagine it. Okay, i'll keep my mouth shut tmr no matter what the case. I'm dreading HMT paper, really. I just hope i pass that. Chem too. Err, actually, everything else too. I hope geog goes well though. Dammit, I hope i get over tuesday and wednesday real quick. Okay, goodluck. I'm still hoping for some kinda miracle which i know; will never happen.
Whatever it is, i'm not going to use prelim results for first mth, so its okay! [Actually, that's just a terrible way to console myself.]

The end of today, marks the end of post-prelim slacking. Today, swimming with kong, yy and choopsie made me feel so erm, relaxed and carefree.haha. Yeah, that's the life man.
Okay, one more month to O's.
Jiayou, sec fours. :D
After that, we can play like theres no tmr. We can even gloat over the fact that we dont have holiday homework! woohoo. I'm excited at the thought itself.

Alright, happy mid autums festival! ( shang-ri la mooncakes are yummy and they're the best!)
There's a full moon tomorrow. :O hah.
If you want lanterns, go chinatown.
Twelve for $2.80.

Goodnight.

/ love rides. & one way tickets