okay, i'm breaking my promise.
I havent done anything all day and my hair is partly to blame.
On friday, varru, horny and I went for a haircut and i think we totally amused the hairdressers.
haha.

I've been thinking about one particular thing this whole week.
I can still hear your hurting words ringing in my ear.
I guess sometimes we both just wish, the other would be someone else.
Someone we'd much rather be with.
honey, probably graduation is here is safe us both.

It's scary; this feeling.
I've always thought of going to VJ but suddenly, AC has this appealing thing about it.
Its this 'Hmm-actually- why VJ?' kinda feeling.
I'm suddenly thinking even if i can get to V, i might want to go AC.
weird feeling.
Its alright, i'll leave it to peiting to talk me out of it.
My mum says, "if you go VJ, we'll even shift house."
That also means i wont live in the same block as peiting, wynn, vera and inez anymore.
arghh):

I still remember.
In sec one when i went cedar and peiting and wynn went cresent.
We made a deal on the posting day that we'd be classmates again.
Classmates in VJ.
What a plan.

The scariest part is that; usually things dont go the way you plan.
I'd give the world to have our plan come through.

A four year in advance plan.

You know one of the best feelings in the world is to exeed your own expectations.
In primary six, peiting, wynn and I got phsycho-ed into going to crescent.
Its so near our houses anyway.
The PSLE results came out. When i saw the 252 on the cert, i thought, 'oh YAY. i can go crescent!'
I didnt even thing that i could go cedar, anderson or even st nicks.

I wonder what kinda feelings the O's would bring.
This far, i've only experienced one graduaton.
In four days, you could double that number. ):

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