Today morning i woke up and i felt like not going to school.
Haha, like i have a choice please.
I still remember that some time ago we were having a discussion with Mr Sng on choices or something like that. Okay, I cant really remember after all. But, I said something like, "Yah, we can choose what we want to do what!" and he said, "So you can wake up and choose not to come to school?" and i said, "YAH!"
HAHA, yeah righttt.
Shocking that I still remember such random stuff.

oh btw, HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
I'd love to go trick or treat-ing.
Maybe, i'll go tonight in my dreams! (:

I cant believe Peiting was asleep it 00:00 on Monday morning. We were outside her house looking like fools with a cake for so darn long. We gave up and decided to meet again at 6:25. HAHA, hope you were surprised. Happy Birthday dearie! (:
Anyway, my brain gave up on me on Monday, really. English was okay. Quite good actually. Not great though. Tanya and broom spotted that the topic heroes will come out! Darn pro. I had a strong feeling that it would be shadows. And once again, Yanying had a feeling it will be Anger. haha. After two papers my brain died cos I didnt get enough sleep. Ohgod, half way through Emaths I felt like screaming cos my brain wasnt working. I still remember I was stuck at question one part one. HAHA. How amusing. You can laugh at me, it's okay. It was simple multiplication, addition and subtraction. I still remember thinking, 'whats 7 minus 10. Shit. Whats 7 minus 10!!' and I decided to use my fingers! HAHA. Shan and Chicken were using their fingers too! See, this is what happens when you always practice paper one using the calculator. I kept reaching out of my calculator but it wasnt there. I was sooo upset doing emaths. I bet I was frowning for the whole 2hours. The paper wasnt tough but it was freaking tedious. Especially, when my brain was failing me. When they said pens down, I wanted to shout HOORAY!
Tuesday came. Oh, paper two was awesome! I hope I didnt make any careless mistakes. I couldn't help but draw smiley faces after I checked each question cos the paper was quite lovely, really.
HOHO, and both maths are now over!! (:
I was hoping HMT would be relatively easy but no, it wasnt.
How devastating. Paper two was okay but I think I did badly, really badly for paper one. And i forgot to bring my dictionary today!! My tamil spelling is like OMG. I pity the teacher marking my paper one. Oh, and the last time I wrote a single tamil word was like the last HMT lesson in school which was like donkey years ago. So, I felt so uncomfortable and weird writing in tamil and I kinda forgot how to write some words. Rupini had a similar problem too. HAHA, ohmy, I'm quite horrible.

Okay, I feel quite glad now cos I can finally study Bio, SS and Lit! I like these subjects so I hope the upcoming four days will be well spent! (HAHA, AND I DON'T HAVE TO DO ANY MORE MATHS! ((:YAY ) Alright, I shall start work soon or maybe tomorrow morning. haha, see how.

Random: I HATEEEE it when the O level examiners pretend like their in a bad mood. Okay, maybe it's not their fault. Especially, when you say thankyou when they give you you're paper and they give you the you-owe-me-a-million-bucks face! Wth, I take my thankyou mann. rahh.
Oh, and Cage and I hate it when we have to push in the chairs for other people as we walk out of the hall everyday! haiyoh, don't forget to push in your chair, please!
Gosh, I'm so picky.
HAHA, but really, you'll find it annoying after awhile too! Trust me.
Oh, one more thing. HAHA. I absolutely hate it when I'm at NTUC or anywhere else for the matter of fact, and the cashier doesnt say thankyou but I do, and she just pretends i'm gone with my goods and doesn't even look at me! Oh gosh, that's why I think GST should be abolished and we should adopt the TIPS system instead. 7% GST for horrible service?! They might as well pay me for saying thankyou first.
I'm not being difficult and hard to please but, it's really hateful(kelly's word)! haha.
Don't you think so too?

Its been raining alot lately! I got drenched yesterday after walking in the rain for 20mins on my way home. I looked like an idiot. Actually, its a dream come true cos I've always been wanting to get wet in the rain. I cant even remember the last time I played in the rain. ohmy, Deprived.
Oh, on Monday I overslept on the bus and ended up at the malaysian immigration centre or something like that. Scary!

Yanying just reminded me of donuts and I suddenly feel like eating the strawberry heart shaped one from donut factory! Okay, nevermindddd. After O's, i'll go queue. And I feel like eating clam chowder AGAIN! I've been having that craving for almost two weeks, even after eating it. My mum says that only pregnant people have these weird cravings! I'm not, okay. haha.

Anyway, I'm afraid that I wont feel over the moon at the end of the last paper! ohno. I want to feel the total liberation and joy of after O's. But, I've already gone shopping and I've already slacked quite alot in between papers that I'm worried I won't feel the overwhelming joy! They say, It's when you get what you've always been wanting that you realise you don't actually want it. In this case, i'm sure that i'll want it but, it's just that there's so much talk about the joy you'll feel after O's and the mass of things planned to do and all that weird expectation about what you expect to feel at the end of it, that don't you think it'll just be disappointing to, for some weird reason, not feel all that at the end? And, another thing is that, the end of the last paper just means your last daytime in Cedar. Cos, the last official day which is prom will be at night. And thats it! Sometimes, we all think it'll never the end. Like on grad day we were all like, 'it's okay la. still got O's! still got physics tmr!' But, the REAL end is near. Unknowingly, counting down to the end of O's is just like counting down towards it. Ayeee, okay, let's just wait and see and hope for the best!
So here's the countdown:
-McFly
Some people laugh,
And some people cry,
And some people live,
And some people die,
And some people run,
Right into the fire,
And some people hide,
Their every desire

But we are the lovers,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

And some people fight,
And some people fall,
Others pretend,
They don't care at all,
If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

Another year over,
And we're still together,
It's not always easy,
But I'm here forever,

Yeah, we are the lovers,
I know you believe me,
When you look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies,
Cause the heart never lies, yeah,
Cause the heart never lies

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