Today morning I woke up feeling a little weird.
Probably, i'm just slow or something, but I have yet to get over graduation.
Or probably cos the first thing I saw was the cork board of pictures that gillian gave me for my birthday with the words, "SO YOU WON'T FORGET"

I didnt really tear during the singing of the songs cos the atmosphere wasnt really there. Kathleen kept saying, 'why's everyone so happy?' HAHA, i've no idea. Then we went down to where Yinxue, Charis and Switch were. Then Love sang 'Say Goodbye' again and this time it was just us. Just 4C. Dammit, i cried. We all cried.

I'm lucky to be in this class; really lucky i'd say. We were united ever since Sec3 even without a real form teacher. I dont know how we did. Small class? Nice people? (haha) Or maybe, it was just fate or something. I've no idea. In Sec4 Mr Sng was there to guide us along. He always wanted us to stand for what we believe in. Thankyou Mr Sng. And, there was Mrs Chia too. She'd always say that we must do well for emaths and make her proud like how we were third for Emaths in Sec 3 for EYE. She taught us for two years. I guess we kinda disappointed her for prelims but she never lost hope in us and was always there for us. Ms Begum was another teacher that impacted the class alot. We hated chemistry but we loved her lessons cos she'd always make us laugh and vice versa. Ms Begum's personalised cards were utterly sweet! (: Her patience is astonishing. These teachers made a difference to 4C.

I'll miss these people in everyway. The many times we've spent together in and outside school. The scariest thing about graduation is; leaving the people you've grown to love. The people who have made you laugh and smile. The people you've had so many shared memories with.
Probably, one of the last memories of 4C would be the time we spent at Fish & Co after grad day with Mr Sng and Ms Begum. Yinxue did her first ever gig there. Woohoo, we were all so proud of her.


I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule (HAHA)

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

The one thing i'm most sure about is that i'll never be able to find a class as awesome as this. ♥

Anyway, thankyou for all the letters and cards. Boyfriend's butterfly card was pretty and meaningful! Kong's card was very touching. I cried reading it on my way home at night on a PUBLIC bus. malu. Stranger's card was very sweet too and so was everyone elses! (:
They'd be kept close to my heart.

I'll always remember Cedar for giving me the fondest memories this far, for nurturing me into a leader of character and a women of substance, for giving me a million opportunities and most importantly, for bringing the most awesome people into my life.


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