I just had the first nightmare which I remember vividly. Its damn scary. Mabel, somebody and I were studying in some overseas school. We went for a swim in their indoor pool on our second day there. The lights were really dim. Mabel was swimming while, I was talking to this eurasian girl by the pool. She was hushly whispering this true story of someone who died in the pool and she pointed to the wheelchair at a distance. Then, suddenly there was a piercing scream and the lights dimmed even more. Mabel came screaming while pushing the wheelchair. Omg, and suddenly there was noone else around. There was someone dead wrapped in a blanket on the wheelchair. (shit, i'm damn scaredomggg) And then, there was a blackout. And suddenly, there was a spotlight on a clown. (shit, i hate clowns) And the clown said sthg like, "HAHA, i'm here to bully democratic asians" I WAS LIKE HUH?! okay, and then i went to kick him and he caught my leg. I screamed and woke up. Omg, I was in like cold sweat. HAHA, anw, the clown's sentence was damnnn funny and the wheelchair was freakinggg scary.
I think i dreamt of the pool cos, before sleeping I looked out of the window and at the pool for damn long thinking about going for a swim soon.

Spent half day at the sick bay yesterday. Damn the throbbing head ache and food poisoning, srsly. Ughh. Anw, I jerked awake twice yesterday. Jam was damn amused. Once, cos I thought I was falling and the second time, i had to jump over a dashing soccer ball. HAHA, I dont usually jerk. Anw after school, I got lost on my way to CJ, finally met jeralyn, went CJ, pigged out at CJ, watched bf's tennis match while bitching (HAHA shitt), waited for bf, went for B&J together, queued forever, went starbucks, then for dinner at some jap place and finally dessert. Yay (: I walked from cathay to national library on my own last night.Haha, I kept seeing familiar streets like middle road, short st, bencoolen st etc. So, i just kept walking&walking in hope that i'll end up somewhere. It was quite scary but ohwell, i survived.

Oh, I came home to a new laptop yesterday. How sweet! (: I was so tired that I didnt even see it at first. Haha, yay thankyou. Btw, i really hope the optician lets me change my contacts brand cos, using acuvue is killing me. I cant believe that I let her sweet talk me into buying something more expensive. If she doesnt let me change it, I would have just wasted 80bucks. And due to my current financial crisis, I'll have to wear my orange specs and risk looking the the ugliest alien alive. But, who cares, its just school not some fashion parade anyway. (I'm quoting.HAHA) Btw, on monday night I was damn tired. I went to bed at like 9 and my mum being concerned came to ask if I wanted to eat, wanted medicine, wanted her to on the radio or sthg. Since, I was sooo tired, I just brushed her away veryvery rudely. Then, suddenly, I had one of those dramatic thoughts. Like, what if either of us dont get to see each other tmr and these are the last words I ever say to her. Then, I felt so horrible so, I called her back, thanked her and kissed her goodnight. We were both damn amused. Haha. But, i'm glad I did that cos, I dont ever want to do sthg I'll spend the rest of my life regretting.
Plane tickets have been booked. Two weeks spent overseas during june holidays. (: I'm looking forward to it but, something tells me I should be mugging very hard instead. :/

Today's break from school was very much necessary. Yay. I'm meeting jolene for some job thingy later and, puffer fish thereafter. And, I shall go for a long run tonight. :D

Its been a month since I read your message and meant to reply. But, I cant find the right words. I hope you understand that you cannot force things to amount to more than they're meant.

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