Hello, i'm back to civilisation. ):
A week at phuket can do wonders to your work threashold. I cannot bring myself to study when i'm alone or when my parents are around. Reading just a few pages of lit makes me feel really sick and breatheless. HAHA, kill me please.
Spent an entire week lazing around by the beach, eating, sleeping, spa-ing, eating , eating and eating. Watched the prettiest sunset and had the best kind of luxury food and accomadation. I could have really gotten used to it there. I want to do backkkkkkk. okay stop whinning. Actually, we did all more stuff but i'm just too lazy to get into the details. Haha, wtv. I just want to go back. ): Oh, but even then the surrounding wasnt all rainbows and butterflies. When you're lazing by the private beach, by just looking over the boundaries you can see alot of really poor thai people, young and old alike, slogging like shit in the hot sun, begging tourists to but whatever their selling. Hotel beaches have security guards and boundaries to keep these people away. Its really sad and it makes you think about how life's so unfair sometimes. When you've so much time to think, these things could really get to you. And the worst thing is that, it reallyreally bothered me then but now I guess I partly loss the feeling. How can this kind of a feeling be so momentary? ugh, i'm horrible. And my body sucks cos, i had my period the entire week overseas. Talking bout horrible, omg i'm horribly fat. So fat that for the first time in my life i've had the discipline to be on a successful diet for the past two days. Hooray. Okay, its just been two days. Nthg to hooray about. Shit i'm talking to myself.

Had AGM before leaving. It felt too abrupt and sudden. The jnrs were reallyreally sweet and all. Though, touch was never really a huge part of my jc life or sthg like that (it feels weird digging up all these buried thoughts after a week of escaping reality), I really did treasure time spent with the rest of the truggers and, I do miss trgs and houlle roulle. I might actually miss being scared of coach which is strangely funny. They were and always will be a great team. (: Aye, lifes like that sometimes. Everything begins with an end in mind. Even friendship. Its even got the word end in it. Nothing last forever and thats the beauty of it all. Global warming and depletion of nat reources yo. Haha, whatever man.

okay, i need to hang the clothes. Its my turn today. ugh. Oh and my house is still under renovation. I miss saap alottt. Havent seen Mg in a pretty long while. Miss them too! Meeting horny, kong and varru on sunday, yay. The pae doods are coming over to my condo on thurs. Double yay. I've got alot of money waiting to be spent HAHA. triple yay. i'm going to fail my upcoming CTs and life is going to suck pretty badly when school reopens. Ultimate yay. SOS please someone help me (haha, stupid song) I dont want the holidays to end and i refuse, simply refuse to go back to school. Yeah, saying is one thing and doing is another, ugh. I've no bloody guts so, yeah wtv. ): hello MOH, please extend the hols by another week. We wouldnt want some massive viral spread, would we? Okay, I shd really hang the clothes now. Shit, i feel hungry. Okay, goodnight and goodbye. (: Please go study and remind me to study too. Oh hello study buddy!! You're the best. Manymany loves. haha (:

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