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Monday, July 27, 2009
12:15 AM
"Vicky,
It will be even more difficult to concentrate today because you'll be far more interested in playing or daydreaming than working or getting the family chores finished. Take the family out for a movie, it is a good day to enjoy a great flick or get out to a park."
HAHA, even my fb horoscope is in cahoots with my plan to pon tmr. But sadly, the above description kinda applys to everyday of my life. At least, i'd save some moolah by not cabbing from lakeside since, its become my latest hobby. Seriously D:
Anw, i've a confession. I read through 5 pgs of notes over the weekend. So much for resigning to fate and deciding to conform. Ugh. But gawddd, everythg's so boring and I dont know why but I keep having this impression that its all ohsoeasylemonsqueezy and repetitive. Okay, i need to stop whining and justdoit really quickly and get it done and over with. Afterall, its the results that are going to freaking matter and noones gonna make excuse for you by saying, 'oh its okay cos, you didnt study'. People will just say that your stupid for not studying. So much for striving towards your dreams and living each day like its your last. If I die today, i guess, i'll actually be pretty much happy with the life I've lived thus far. At least, i didnt waste it away doing redundant crap which I'm bound to forget the moment a voice says, "pens down". I need to stop justifying myself!
I'm still listening to Walking on broken glass but, I dont feel the slightest bit happy. It just reminds me of ballet and how much i'd love to be somewhere else, living the life of a ballerina. Or just performing somewhere. Last year, this time, we were preparing for NewZealand trip which was in a weeks time. Aint the grass always greener on the other side? Anw, the word Happy is so overrated. So, is the word Upset/Sad. Why isnt the word Neutral overrated? Why do we always tend/assume to swing to such extremes? Whats with my critical attitude seriously? Haha.
On a lighter note, just a few minutes ago, the new national day theme song was aired on the radio w/o any introduction blah. My sis said, "eh, who's this song by?" And I said, "huh sounds like coldplay." HAHAHA, what an insult to coldplay srsly. I ought to be shot. Stupid school's ruining my mood. ughh. So much so that I almost forgot about the awesome late aft/evening at clarkequay. Ohwell, thou shall get a grip of thyself soon and conform to the harsh reality that lays before thy. It cant be that bad, right? Afterall, freedom lies in one's state of mind and beauty in one's perceptions.
The sun's still shining in the big blue sky
But it don't mean nothing to me
Oh let the rain come down
Let the wind blow through me
I'm living in an empty room
With all the windows smashed
And I've got so little left to lose
That it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass
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It will be even more difficult to concentrate today because you'll be far more interested in playing or daydreaming than working or getting the family chores finished. Take the family out for a movie, it is a good day to enjoy a great flick or get out to a park."
HAHA, even my fb horoscope is in cahoots with my plan to pon tmr. But sadly, the above description kinda applys to everyday of my life. At least, i'd save some moolah by not cabbing from lakeside since, its become my latest hobby. Seriously D:
Anw, i've a confession. I read through 5 pgs of notes over the weekend. So much for resigning to fate and deciding to conform. Ugh. But gawddd, everythg's so boring and I dont know why but I keep having this impression that its all ohsoeasylemonsqueezy and repetitive. Okay, i need to stop whining and justdoit really quickly and get it done and over with. Afterall, its the results that are going to freaking matter and noones gonna make excuse for you by saying, 'oh its okay cos, you didnt study'. People will just say that your stupid for not studying. So much for striving towards your dreams and living each day like its your last. If I die today, i guess, i'll actually be pretty much happy with the life I've lived thus far. At least, i didnt waste it away doing redundant crap which I'm bound to forget the moment a voice says, "pens down". I need to stop justifying myself!
I'm still listening to Walking on broken glass but, I dont feel the slightest bit happy. It just reminds me of ballet and how much i'd love to be somewhere else, living the life of a ballerina. Or just performing somewhere. Last year, this time, we were preparing for NewZealand trip which was in a weeks time. Aint the grass always greener on the other side? Anw, the word Happy is so overrated. So, is the word Upset/Sad. Why isnt the word Neutral overrated? Why do we always tend/assume to swing to such extremes? Whats with my critical attitude seriously? Haha.
On a lighter note, just a few minutes ago, the new national day theme song was aired on the radio w/o any introduction blah. My sis said, "eh, who's this song by?" And I said, "huh sounds like coldplay." HAHAHA, what an insult to coldplay srsly. I ought to be shot. Stupid school's ruining my mood. ughh. So much so that I almost forgot about the awesome late aft/evening at clarkequay. Ohwell, thou shall get a grip of thyself soon and conform to the harsh reality that lays before thy. It cant be that bad, right? Afterall, freedom lies in one's state of mind and beauty in one's perceptions.
The sun's still shining in the big blue sky
But it don't mean nothing to me
Oh let the rain come down
Let the wind blow through me
I'm living in an empty room
With all the windows smashed
And I've got so little left to lose
That it feels just like I'm walking on broken glass