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Sunday, August 30, 2009
"Many people don't know that the human eye has a blind spot in its field of vision. There is a part of the world that we are literally blind to. The problem is, sometimes our blind spots shield us from things that really shouldn't be ignored. Sometimes our blind spots keep our lives bright and shiny. When it comes to our blind spots, maybe our brains aren't compensating.
Maybe they're protecting us."
Sometimes, we tend to forget how brittle relationsips are and how everything can be oh so easily replaced. Ex best friend, ex boyfriend, ex husband ... We tend to fool ourselves and entrust our lives with people whom we trust to safeguard it rain or shine. People whom we trust to be a constant in our lives. But people being people, are full of surprises and just when you think you know someone inside out, surprisesurprise. Its so hard to believe that everyone has their fair share of hidden skeletons in their closet; so damn hard. And when these people walk out of our lives, we helplessly watch it crumble and fade. Never rely on someone else to live. Never rely on someone else to constantly be there to save you. Never forget that you're the only constant in your life and you're your own hero; saviour; wonderwall. (: We all need these timely reminders.
I risked being fined today by carrying a huge durian cake on the mrt haha omg. Must catch coco before channel, time travellers wife and up real soon! I've still yet to watch requiem for a dream and virgin suicides ugh. Gossipgirl is back hooray 90210 season2 too! Oh the horror of such distractons. No, i shall be a strong disciplined young lady and carry out my 10week-slow&steady-mugging-programme as of tmr! I mustwillshallcan do it and prevent cramming at my favourite 11th hour yay. Okay, this is quite exciting haha. I really dont think its too late yet. If you havent already started, just start tmr okay. 70 days to A's. Jiayoujiayou! (: We'll all survive.
I want to be able to shop/work/learn ballet/read/volunteer/travel in peace, knowing that I didnt screw up the slip termed as my 'future'(whether i believe its really my future, is another story altogether).
Oh tmr shall also be the start of the stop-looking-like-a-cow-and-lose-some-weight programme. Aye but eating healthy is so expensive you know. Apple chips and salads are so pricey. Le sighs. I shall think of skinny bf and, tiffy&jer who are counting calories too, to keep me motivated. Doesnt misery love company? Haha.
Meeting kathykong at cathay tmr. Cage, xy and jer are dropping by too. (:
Oh drink a huge glass of luke warm water every morning to detoxify your body and achieve good complextion. It really works yay. Alrighty, happy september everyone. Favourite mth of the year haha. I just hope 4th sept comes after 2nd sept and i get to miss my bday cos, i'm dreading it like crazyyyy. Whatever happened to being seventeen forever ): I dont want to be legal i dont want to grow up. Sad noise. Ohwell, all the best to those taking their prelims in the coming weeks! You'll survive just like I did haha! Poor bf has phy geog paper tmr. Cage, go study okay! (: Goodnight, i shall eat some really healthy&yummy yogurt now!
I dont think i'd be blogging for awhile so, dont waste your time checking this space okay. :D
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